Love Letter

To my all time fav person,
It feels like we just met yesterday, in fact i've known for more than 10 years.  You make time meaningless, you make everything else feel meaningless becuase the only thing that matters is you.  You have brought so much light into my life.
To my forever love,
I love us.  When we are together.  We are the cutest.  We listen to each other.  There is this time when i want to give up on us because i don't see any hope, but you come back.  and that is the only thing that i hold on into until now.  If one day, you will leave me and choose her, please give me strength to heal again.
To my forever dear,
Even after all this time, we still have each other.  Through our rough time, through our on off relationship, i still love you.  Maybe i shouldn't be telling you this, maybe this is the worst idea i have ever had, but i cannot get you off my mind.  i know we had our own problems, but i believe we can work through it together if we both put an effort for it.  i am willing to fight for you even i know my chances are less.  i really hope that you can fight for me too.  for us.
To my beloved,
I never wanted to go away from you. i want to get married, and live happily ever after.  i wanted to cook breakfast with you in the mornings and fall asleep on your lap in the evenings.  i wanted to see what you looked like with grey hair and see what our kids looked like with your eyes. i had so much more planned for us and i feel like our love is true. 
To my everything,
I hate being apart from you, but our long distance love gives me something to look forward each and every day. i keep counting down the moments until i get to feel your arms wrapped around me, until i get to fall asleep to the sound of your soft breathing, until i get to hear your laugh the second it leaves you lips instead of through the delay of the phone.  i love you and i miss you - but the pain of not seeing you is worth it.  you are worth it. i would wait a lifetime for you.