Wednesday 20 March 2019

Miles Between Us


I wish I could cut the miles between us and be just where you are.
I wish I could fly off to where you are and just live with you the way we are meant to be.  But there is a time for that and I understand that we must first fulfill my responsibilities.  But that doesn't stop me from missing you every single day, my love.

You are in my thoughts 24 hours a day seven days a week, and 365 days a year.  You are always here with me in my mind, in my heart, and in my soul.  You are the one who gives me the strength to go through each day, even though  I know there's no chance we will see each other. But even then, I keep going because every day that goes by is a day that brings me closer to you. 

Mudahnya






Mudahnya kau bersangka,

Mudahnya kau berkata,

Yang rasanya aku.

Yang sedihnya aku.

Kau?? Dengan mudahnya berpaling, kerna ada yang lebih layak menunggu.

Sedang aku, masih keliru.

Sedang aku, masih bermimpi.

Kerna apa,

Kerna kalau mudahnya semua, tidak akan jadi begini. 


Tuesday 19 March 2019

Love Letter






To my all time fav person,

It feels like we just met yesterday, in fact i've known for more than 10 years.  You make time meaningless, you make everything else feel meaningless becuase the only thing that matters is you.  You have brought so much light into my life.

To my forever love,

I love us.  When we are together.  We are the cutest.  We listen to each other.  There is this time when i want to give up on us because i don't see any hope, but you come back.  and that is the only thing that i hold on into until now.  If one day, you will leave me and choose her, please give me strength to heal again.

To my forever dear,

Even after all this time, we still have each other.  Through our rough time, through our on off relationship, i still love you.  Maybe i shouldn't be telling you this, maybe this is the worst idea i have ever had, but i cannot get you off my mind.  i know we had our own problems, but i believe we can work through it together if we both put an effort for it.  i am willing to fight for you even i know my chances are less.  i really hope that you can fight for me too.  for us.

To my beloved,

I never wanted to go away from you. i want to get married, and live happily ever after.  i wanted to cook breakfast with you in the mornings and fall asleep on your lap in the evenings.  i wanted to see what you looked like with grey hair and see what our kids looked like with your eyes. i had so much more planned for us and i feel like our love is true. 

To my everything,

I hate being apart from you, but our long distance love gives me something to look forward each and every day. i keep counting down the moments until i get to feel your arms wrapped around me, until i get to fall asleep to the sound of your soft breathing, until i get to hear your laugh the second it leaves you lips instead of through the delay of the phone.  i love you and i miss you - but the pain of not seeing you is worth it.  you are worth it. i would wait a lifetime for you.





Friday 15 March 2019

Jealousy





'' You can be the moon, and still be jealous of the stars "

I love late night conversation with you.

At some point, you are jealous and keep on saying okay but i know you are not because of the different of your voice tone. 

You don't like to sing, but if i ask you to, you would.  even your singing is better than me.  

Makes me love you even harder.

You are a nice person, a straight forward kind of a guy.  

The way you treat me, the way you comfort me, the way you care for me, everything you do for me,  i cannot help falling in love with you again and again.