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Bismillah.
cuma nak luahkan rasa hati.
aku jadi cemburu bila dia bercakap dengan perempuan lain. aku jadi cemburu bila dia mesra dengan perempuan lain.
dan cemburu tu akan bertukar jadi sesuatu yang negatif. dan akan tukar aku jadi marah.
even though i know that its his right to talk to anyone.
cause we are nobody.
we are just . . .  friends maybe.
BUT.
kenapa aku ada perasaan macam tu? kenapa aku perlu cemburu kalau kami hanya kawan?
and i don't know.  i'm confused.
for so long, i rejected almost everyone. 
but this time, i just let my heart decides whats the best.
and when i let my heart does its part, there must be pain. 
and i just can't bear another heart broken.
Heart, please be strong.  i know you can.